HD WOW~

It seems something different from previous two semesters. I'm really quite confused about what i'm now being these days, especially when i obtain my assignments result, besides the HD i got on accounting theory like i mentioned before, the other HD and 3 D have been marked subsequently...WOW~~~ How could that happen??? Is that the problem of those professors??? I know I should feel FANTASTIC about these splendid high marks, but why more thoughts of confusion instead of that of success are flying in my head?

I used to be thought of a loser of assignment before, luckliy only myself have knowledge of why i can't win the appreciation of teacher's -- i never did give enough time and attention on them. So if i WAS losing the battle all the time, i should go on been defeated because i don't even thought of a change to myself. .. Someone said it's because the difference exists between western and easten people, but it changes a bit fast here. Anyway, it's still a good thing, しれない, if they treated the assignments seriously, then the only explaination is i am getting intellegent or, they just got bored on those strange gramma and marked by their will, then i should stop cheat myself. Acturally it is possible to cheat either way because it's the period of evaluation, a high mark is realy a good choice to either student or teacher without any lose on both sides. If the truth seats on the latter one. Then WHAT A BEAUTIFUL WORLD~~~

STILL

又到学期终结时, 可是近来完全没有复习的状态, 如果不是ERIC力邀一起念书, 我的魂魄还不知道又飘到哪个朝代去了. 我果然还是一个无论如何无法独居的人, 但这样的事实曾是我极力无法认同的, 因为我从来都不属于谁, 但是现在反而渐渐发现, 自己越来越无法离开谁了, 他们给了我求生的欲望, 但曾经的幻念仍然残存于心, 此消彼长的两种力量, 让我常常觉得道德在沦丧.

自由太轻了, 轻得让我无法承受, 我常常表示满不在乎, 想要虐待别人和我一起游离. 但也曾发出想要回归现实的讯号, 可是这个SOS却发错了地方, 或者方式不对, 总之他是弃我之不顾的. 但是我也不至因此而放弃这一可能性, 总有一天琴声会传到人的耳朵里, 我必须如此相信.

oh my bed..

Finaly..i've got a bed...The IKEA stuff delivered it to my place this afternoon, of course, without helping me to build it, it's also the reason of the cheap price they can bottom at..So acturally what i bought is a bounch of woods with standard holes to build the nails in. I spent around 2 hours to play with this huge adult toy, really enjoy it.

Chuan taste

Today I spent 'a lot of' money on two things that actually very important to me. One of them is I bought a bed from IKEA, which means the days i slept on the 'floor' can be finally ended since the beginning of this year; The other thing is I challanged the Chuan Cai that broke the record of no hot taste. And the result is -- i need MORE.

The restraurant is located in the China Town in the city of Melbourne. The business is very booming, the reception people asked us that if we researved ahead of time, with the answer that no booking, he left the reception for a while to find out wheather there was still table available, and luckily, we don't have to wait. The inside of the restraurant is..very crowded, the passageway is so narrow that only can alow one people to get through, which is a totaly different from some traditional westen dining room that always giving an impression of spacious and lightness. But such style do be appreciated by many Chinese people, i can't tell the exact reason, it's a convention that lasted for thousands of years, and we just receive it naturally. So what i want express here is there is no acturally good or bad cretiaria based on wheather spacious or not, it's just an issue of habit.

Ok, let's get back to the theme of Chuan Cai. In fact, the restraurant is not that othodox if compared with the real ones in Cheng Du, because the taste seems not 'extremely' hot as describing by some Chuan Cai lovers, at least I can afford it without tears coming out! I believe it's the strategy that adjust to more people's taste, especially locals, although a little bit disappointed about it, the experence is still perfec, as my friend said, if i cannot afford the hot taste training in one step, seperating it into several paces is better. Anyway, one of my favourate course is hot chicken, with a great many of chilly, the chicken seems like burning in the fire..feeling dizzy if staring at them long time.

好困好困, 不想写E文了今天, 辣子鸡味道不错, 就是淡了点, 虽然此话出自我口稍显大言不惭, 但如果可以辣得够味儿到是可以一了心愿了. 其实本来今天是要去另一家据说很正宗的川菜馆的, 但是在门口张望了一下发现内部设施有点'恐怖'...这样说一家餐厅好象它是一家黑店似的, 其实不然, 只是白帜灯光线闪烁下大排挡STYLEのずくえといす摆设实在让人看了胃口便倒去一半, 奇怪这么一个注重食品卫生的城市为何无人来查, 反而生意兴隆名传千里, 至少在华人世界是无人不晓的, 难道大家都为了一时口舌之快包容DIRTY? 而且有传说用樱粟做料吸引回头客... 我有好奇的冲动去尝试一次, 但绝无SECOND TIME! AHHHH....这种话和吸毒者的口气怎么这么像~~~~~

Tokyo love story

I just finished the 東京ラブストーリー, a touched love story decade ago. Exactly I've watched it when it first released, but all I can remember is the only scence that リカ and kanji met each at the football squall at kanji's junior school while リカ want to experience her lover's memory and try to become a part of it -- she carved her name beside kanji's. Even though, they got seperate finally, which almost became the greatest regret in many audiences' heart at that time.

Even i've read it again today, i feel very upset especially when リカ didn't wait kanji make a choice, taking the 4:33 train, instead of their appointing time 4:48. She cried when looking at the photo of that school, of that history that she would never enter into. She's afraid of lonely in this world, so she gave her all to kanji that too heavy to afford to him at that time. I really believe that they can be together if everything become slower and kanji to be a more mature man, it's only a matter of time, which i see it as so-called fate. In this point, I really appreciate director's desion that he didn't arrange a perfect result that "All shall be well,and Jack shall have Jill", in contrary, kanji married to his first love, when they met 3 years later in the street corner by accident, everything changed and seems went back to the original point. リカ always be with the most beautiful smile, although facing with many embarrasted situation, she never stop facing them with smile.

太感动了, 莉香的坚强让我震撼, 她的笑容可以化解一切艰难, '即使明天是困难的, 也要充满期待地面对', 哎, 和她比起来, 我真是个超烂的寄生虫. 难怪这部片子感动了那么多人, 我那时候只沉迷日高巧美和火野恭一, 可是这部更早的电视剧竟然感动着现在的我. 精神果然是超越时空的, 李大师说的没错, 唯心绝不是教科书上断章取义般的丑化. 在这一点上, 我得删自己一巴掌. 因为曾经我也教条刻板过. 幸好, 幸好, 那只是过去时（ました）. 日醒吾身, 切记, 切记. 人还是感性一点的好, 否则, 和一块充满个人色彩逻辑的僵石又有什么区别呢?

75 tram

This noon when i was on my way to school, an 'unexpectable' thing happened that the tram broken by accident! The driver tried several times to restart the system but it didn't work. Even though it's still not the wirst thing. Since the street here is very narrow that only 2 lines for a direction, one of them serviced as temperary parking region, the remained one is for the moving cars, where also shared by the tram track. So once the tram stop its way, the subsiquencial cars, or even other trams will also be blocked.

The driver explained to us that it may cost 3-4 mins if we are all lucky, but finaly we hadn't got it. After around 10 mins' waiting ( I'm still luck because i got my palm with me, and a camera), all the passengers are required to take off the tram for another one. Then we saw a 'splendid' sence: the very long queen of transport than almost cannot see the end, especially when 4 trams appear at the same time. I think it should be very rare because many locals appears very excited about it, they even pick up the phone talking to their friends that it happened.
I would plan to take some photos of some special plant, but seems such scene worth more to pictured.

我似乎已经渐渐习惯了从住处到学校的遥远旅途, 一次TRAIN两次TRAM的转换早就把我磨的没了脾气. 今天还特意去学校新扩建的大楼转了一圈, 如此一来步行的路程总共加起来也将近20分钟了. 哎, 真是拔山涉水. 于是现在越来越佩服古人, 就算是乾隆下江南一路上的辛苦也不是今人能够轻松响应的吧. 现在的人真的是退化了. 惭愧, 惭愧.

发呆

对着屏幕发呆, 不知道想写什么. 最近发生了太多事, 作业忙得焦头烂额, 某人又与我争吵说什么付出没有回报. 我只能说这个人与机器人无异, 遂弃之也无伤大雅了. JEFFISH说"你就当行行好放了人家吧", 我哈哈大笑, 的确, 的确.

其实心理应该觉得轻松(果然是萨宾娜试的人物), 可是我似乎又开始寻觅新的枷锁. 因为没有承受压力就无法试图摆脱. 人就是这样矛盾的生物, 老子是超脱生物的, 如果他果真抛弃了一切'本能'. 罢, 罢, 整天思虑这些不着边际的'天上宫阙'又有何用, 只会让我越来越失却求生的欲望, 智商这东西真是coin with two sides, 可以助你直登青天, 也能让你陷入地狱般的无法自拔. 而我现在显然是属于后者的. 可是我同时又有一点沾沾自喜, 就为那看似不同寻常的一点点感知.

不过最近也有两件事让我颇感欣慰, 其一便是我终于可以看懂纪昀的<阅微草堂笔记>了, 记得两年多前翻阅时还处于完全不知所云的状态, 不知道是不是因为看过的一点<资治通鉴>柏洋版起了作用, 现在对自己的古文还是小有信心的. 其二便是我的accounting theory的作业居然拿了HD~哎, 这真是本年度最大的谎言, JEAN老师你是不是看花眼了, 因为我实在对自己的'作品'不敢恭维. 还是中西思维差异在这里产生了化学反应. 总之我是不会去向你求证的, 在ACCOUNTING这条路上, 我自觉是老朽踏上黄泉, 将来靠之混口饭吃供养双亲亦是尽了孝道, 足矣, 足矣.