又到学期终结时, 可是近来完全没有复习的状态, 如果不是ERIC力邀一起念书, 我的魂魄还不知道又飘到哪个朝代去了. 我果然还是一个无论如何无法独居的人, 但这样的事实曾是我极力无法认同的, 因为我从来都不属于谁, 但是现在反而渐渐发现, 自己越来越无法离开谁了, 他们给了我求生的欲望, 但曾经的幻念仍然残存于心, 此消彼长的两种力量, 让我常常觉得道德在沦丧.
自由太轻了, 轻得让我无法承受, 我常常表示满不在乎, 想要虐待别人和我一起游离. 但也曾发出想要回归现实的讯号, 可是这个SOS却发错了地方, 或者方式不对, 总之他是弃我之不顾的. 但是我也不至因此而放弃这一可能性, 总有一天琴声会传到人的耳朵里, 我必须如此相信.
Showing posts with label 旅. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 旅. Show all posts
Sunday, 14 October 2007
STILL
Friday, 27 July 2007
it rains cats and dogs
I am already totally insensitive about the weather here in MEL. Although learned some knowledge that 4 seasons' sight would got a show each all together in one day before coming here, especially that the quilt is still needed at the night in summer that even make me exciting, it still brought me many trouble all the time that drove me crary for a time...
When i was in my first half year, the puzzle i have to face was to judge the temperature of the outside..i know it sounds wired, but it really difficult to make an assessment just by looking through the window! The most often situation is all the indications showed that it should be sunny and warm day, people wear little, flowers and bees enjoy beautiful sunshine, however, when i went out with 'suitable' qualitity of clothes, i realized that all the scence i saw were not enough to be the basic to dicide wheather should i wear one more coat.
The reason I was 'cheated' is that I still justify the new environment with my old standard. people here are not afraid of cold winter, flowers and trees are won't hide their lifely side either, which are totally different from my home country.
After all this year's chaos life, the luky thing is i've already used to such unregular weather condition, although there is still something exceed what is proper happens occasionly. Like today, the sun shows clearly in the sky in the noon, but with the advent of dusk, the cloud become thicker and thicker. When i went out of the classroom, it rained cats and dogs...
When i was in my first half year, the puzzle i have to face was to judge the temperature of the outside..i know it sounds wired, but it really difficult to make an assessment just by looking through the window! The most often situation is all the indications showed that it should be sunny and warm day, people wear little, flowers and bees enjoy beautiful sunshine, however, when i went out with 'suitable' qualitity of clothes, i realized that all the scence i saw were not enough to be the basic to dicide wheather should i wear one more coat.
The reason I was 'cheated' is that I still justify the new environment with my old standard. people here are not afraid of cold winter, flowers and trees are won't hide their lifely side either, which are totally different from my home country.
After all this year's chaos life, the luky thing is i've already used to such unregular weather condition, although there is still something exceed what is proper happens occasionly. Like today, the sun shows clearly in the sky in the noon, but with the advent of dusk, the cloud become thicker and thicker. When i went out of the classroom, it rained cats and dogs...
Monday, 23 July 2007
spitting blood
Seems finding a suitable partner of travelling is a bloody difficult thing for me, is that my problem? i used to be on holiday with various friends but apprently, we had different aim of going out. In other words, they seemed more interested and satisfired in the 'just looking' -- the thing is over after looking at the sight, photographing with the scupture, purchasing the suvirnier, but what i wish is to breath the air that unicle from other place, to sense the heart beat of ancient temple, to feel the origination of the honest thougts of locals, and of course, to photograph every detail of what i saw and what i feel.
Flinders Station(day)
Finders Station(night)
Sunday, 22 July 2007
the meaning of travel
Resently I've got a chance to travel around MEL with a friend, exactly he is my friend's bf, came here for a so-called international conference or whatever, none of my business, what i care about was he would play with me rather than for that boring and meaningless 'no show'.
In the first day i picked him up at the Avelon airport -- a very small and cute internal airport and very far from the city, cost me 50minutes to get there. i remember there was a heavy fog that day, but when i reached Avelon, the fog was blowed up, the remoting mountains was around with the fog, it's so beatiful that made me forgot the tiring of getting up so early in the morning.
He's a tall and thin man and very easy-going, we talked a lot, but most of contents are about the knowledge of MEL, and to my surprice, he knows a great many information that even more than i can imagine!! Shame of me..friend told me that he read 3 books about Australia before coming here...wow... then i got to know what is the real attitude a travellor should have..pf....
In the first two days, i showed him the prospectus city in the centre of MEL where he also lived in. He said it's far more better than Sydney for the clearness and better setup. I haven't been there so can't comment on it for a while, but his critize dispel my idea of travelling there more or less. At the third day we went to the Great Ocien Road where sit in the surburb that almost 3 hours from city. I'm not sure whether it was lucky or not, with various weather condition we appreciate different sight of seaside, while it also brought out big trouble that walking and photographing in the rainy and freezing day really feel not convient, althougth still excited about 2 rainbows appeared over the sea at the same time...
GREAT OCENT ROAD
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