HD WOW~

It seems something different from previous two semesters. I'm really quite confused about what i'm now being these days, especially when i obtain my assignments result, besides the HD i got on accounting theory like i mentioned before, the other HD and 3 D have been marked subsequently...WOW~~~ How could that happen??? Is that the problem of those professors??? I know I should feel FANTASTIC about these splendid high marks, but why more thoughts of confusion instead of that of success are flying in my head?

I used to be thought of a loser of assignment before, luckliy only myself have knowledge of why i can't win the appreciation of teacher's -- i never did give enough time and attention on them. So if i WAS losing the battle all the time, i should go on been defeated because i don't even thought of a change to myself. .. Someone said it's because the difference exists between western and easten people, but it changes a bit fast here. Anyway, it's still a good thing, しれない, if they treated the assignments seriously, then the only explaination is i am getting intellegent or, they just got bored on those strange gramma and marked by their will, then i should stop cheat myself. Acturally it is possible to cheat either way because it's the period of evaluation, a high mark is realy a good choice to either student or teacher without any lose on both sides. If the truth seats on the latter one. Then WHAT A BEAUTIFUL WORLD~~~

Chuan taste

Today I spent 'a lot of' money on two things that actually very important to me. One of them is I bought a bed from IKEA, which means the days i slept on the 'floor' can be finally ended since the beginning of this year; The other thing is I challanged the Chuan Cai that broke the record of no hot taste. And the result is -- i need MORE.

The restraurant is located in the China Town in the city of Melbourne. The business is very booming, the reception people asked us that if we researved ahead of time, with the answer that no booking, he left the reception for a while to find out wheather there was still table available, and luckily, we don't have to wait. The inside of the restraurant is..very crowded, the passageway is so narrow that only can alow one people to get through, which is a totaly different from some traditional westen dining room that always giving an impression of spacious and lightness. But such style do be appreciated by many Chinese people, i can't tell the exact reason, it's a convention that lasted for thousands of years, and we just receive it naturally. So what i want express here is there is no acturally good or bad cretiaria based on wheather spacious or not, it's just an issue of habit.

Ok, let's get back to the theme of Chuan Cai. In fact, the restraurant is not that othodox if compared with the real ones in Cheng Du, because the taste seems not 'extremely' hot as describing by some Chuan Cai lovers, at least I can afford it without tears coming out! I believe it's the strategy that adjust to more people's taste, especially locals, although a little bit disappointed about it, the experence is still perfec, as my friend said, if i cannot afford the hot taste training in one step, seperating it into several paces is better. Anyway, one of my favourate course is hot chicken, with a great many of chilly, the chicken seems like burning in the fire..feeling dizzy if staring at them long time.

好困好困, 不想写E文了今天, 辣子鸡味道不错, 就是淡了点, 虽然此话出自我口稍显大言不惭, 但如果可以辣得够味儿到是可以一了心愿了. 其实本来今天是要去另一家据说很正宗的川菜馆的, 但是在门口张望了一下发现内部设施有点'恐怖'...这样说一家餐厅好象它是一家黑店似的, 其实不然, 只是白帜灯光线闪烁下大排挡STYLEのずくえといす摆设实在让人看了胃口便倒去一半, 奇怪这么一个注重食品卫生的城市为何无人来查, 反而生意兴隆名传千里, 至少在华人世界是无人不晓的, 难道大家都为了一时口舌之快包容DIRTY? 而且有传说用樱粟做料吸引回头客... 我有好奇的冲动去尝试一次, 但绝无SECOND TIME! AHHHH....这种话和吸毒者的口气怎么这么像~~~~~

look what i've done these days..

Since I finished last assignment, i spent little time on study but pay a lot attention on various daily issues, such as transfering some of my money to the term deposite whose interest is very attractive nowadays. acturely if not my mother press me to do so time by time, i really lazy to enter into the bank, waiting in line, describing what i want to the clerk with my tough spoken en, for a reason of lack of the concept of the money to a litter extent which may because i didn't earn thm myself..anyway, another thing that haunted me for a long time has also been done, after 3 weeks waiting, my permission for work finally applied, I went to immigration to finish the last process on Monday, the recepsionest said busy Monday morning all the time..i returned a smile as it's worth to waiting. anyway, the immigration of Aus may be the busiest one all over the world..

These days i tried many different food featured in Mel's supermarket(coles & safeway) and also didn't forget to take photos of them sharing with u.. The most favoured one in my mind is a frute called Avocado, introduced by kai, telling me that it's offen a subsition of butter to vegiteriences. So without hesitation i bought one to have a happy try once i got my kichen, putting them between two bread with a litter solts on and it's really delicious!! But once i knew avocado is the king of fat among fruit, i stopped my pace of crazy eating although the incentive to buy one everytime i passed by doesn't disappear all the time..here are some images of it.

Another food i ofter purchased is the cold finished serise, like Asien taste noodle with noknown vegetable, corn and lotus seed salad(weird, isn't it?).

they r all beautiful

As i joined a group assignment, which provided a good chance to know other people, my mailbox is full of message about their process of work. In the past year although i've also completed assignment with someone else, most of the time it's very unformal, like each one just finished their part and then allocated them together without group meetings that everyone sitting around to talk about the case as a whole. However, this time we held more than 3 times meeting to discuss what this case was talking about, what the professor want, how we finish each other's job and finely how to put them together naturely and consistently.

It's a very good sample to do a group job, i took the responsibility of printing of $2.97 since i want to keep the hard copy returned by the professor with comments on as a momento. The next assignment is still the same case but the requirement is more in detail. I think i'd better ceasing keeping in quiet in the meeting, just try to say something...acturally i'm a little unconfidence about my spoken english, although 4 out of 5 group members have the mandary backgroud that i don't have to concern the language thing, the question that 'what did she say' always make me feel sorry for her and i don't think it's the right direction to go along. So just try to break the mind-set and throw my face!!!

They r all beautiful with differnent but easy-going personality, then how could i refuse to speak to all these people with young hearts inside? Wishing i can be one of them, and thx to u all: Karen, Cathy, Rusafa, and Eric >^^<

blablabla

Long time no write..I know there must be some grammar mistake here but u do understand what i mean, do u?

A lot of assignments waiting for me, but i just leave them away at this moment as it's really a good time to relax, quiet background, fantastic towa tei. Nothing special happaned these days, i went for lectures as usual, except the morning ones for spring's coming that always make me hard to wake up. anyway, the weather changes its face without rules, just like today, I was forced to get up for the shining suns lightng on my eyes, but a heavy cold rain wet my coat at the dawn, and now everything going quiet again...

Tomorrow i'll go to library preparing my assignments, a great many references need to be read, acturally i don't bother to be with them, only if i can be as quiet in my heart as possible. reading is a thing to enjoy, assignment too.

fat girl me

Nothing want to be written today, I got up at the noon and pretented to read several lecture slices althought no one looking at me acturally. Before the roommate started the clearing job, i went out at the excuse of returning the book.

Many people were in the libery, enjoying their reading time with friends, and children, pity the pet are not allowed going inside. I picked up 2cd(one is Bobby Brown whom i've listened his songs when i was 14 or 15 years old), 2dvd(pilot Mexico and The Invisible Man(1933)) and a book called Mortal Danger whose cover being as similar style as the Minority Report. Then they're my weekend relaxing tool..

When I went back, safeway was one of the destination of this tiny trip. To eat up the remained Doritos Salsa, i brought back Mexico taste corn chips to join in, and two meat pie which are in a great discount, and a banana, opps..expensive all the time -- wishing it could be my last time to purchase such banana in my life!

And that's my today, or say, every weekend day...

Eric, u'll be fine..

Today Eric told me that he would take bus with me after studing, then i know something bad must have happened to his car, but thank god, no injury to him...It took place at around 11pm last night when he back the car or sth like that -- not very clear about his describe since his mandary is really really confusing although we've been friends almost half a year. Anyway, the consequence is very serious that not only all 4 wheels have to be replaced, some public asset broken fees will be paid which may be a big spitting blood...the even more worse thing is he haven't made a full of his tuition fees....orzorz.....if such things occur to me, i'd rather die...good luck Eric, u'll be fine..

Anyway, windy days coming, told by an older in the tram station in the noon, and she said she even can't keep her milk glass in balance in the morning. Sometimes i look up the sky, finding that it's just like the other ground, the clouds shaping their body in various appearences quickly without any trace. I remember when i first arrived at MEL, the pure sky and some floating cotton candy clouds shocked me a lot. And i'm still amazed at them till now...

assignment

Didn't sleep last night for the first assignment this semester. Cause it's the group work and a meeting would be held this afternoon, I was forced to finish those 1000 words about IKEA case before meeting time. Acturally I was planned to write from 7pm and completed them around 3 or 4am in the morning, so before the class began at 10am, i still could rest for 5 hours that is definitely better than no sleep. But things always go contrary to one's wishes, once Toshi went on-line, a talk show between us opened its prologue, of which the content covered our loved stars to different world view, and when I realized the time didn't stop its pace when i was not at my job, it's already 0:00 in the mid-night...orz...

After 7 hours continuous working on my assignment, i saw the light of successful had come. It's a long time ago since i saw the morning sun shine last time, everything is beauty and quiet that a bit differnt from my hometown where various birds singing subsequence to each other, but here is so quiet that i usually wondered where all those cute tiny spirits lived in...

rainbow

Today i was on my way to school. neither the train or tram were not easy to wait for after 4pm coming the peak time of going off work or study. When I reached the Malvin train station and walked to the tram station, big winds, with little raindrops kissing my face, rock my clothes and scarf that hardly get controlled. I used said that i've got insensitive about the weather here but such sudden change still catch me unaware.

When i was standing in the 駅, to my great surprise, two rainbows just appeared and seemed not far, a bit like rising from a row of low buildings that been lighted shiney. One of them gone quickly but the remain one flashed as clear as possible which never manifested itself that much in my impression. And it's almost very easy to tell the different colours from each other. The last I saw rainbows was at great ocien road, but busy job in photographing took up the chance to appreciate them through my eyes. Thank god i haven't bring a camera this time.

I enjoyed it myself, while remembering the story describing in むしし, a boy chasing a mushi that look like a rainbow whose the only difference seat in the order of colour. So every time i saw a rainbow, i can't help checking the colour order that seems that story is real. The more nature sight i watched in Aus, the more i 'm sure that 漆原友纪さん must have travelled here for a time, a mountain with a round hole, rainbows showing themselves any time any place..it's my pleasure to be in the same place with her negeleting the time.

janet janet

I shouldn't promise myself to write diaries every day, especially when nothing worth to say..I'm not at the mood today, can't concentrate on the lecture, even music was not as attractive as usual. maybe it's because i got up too early in the morning for two days in succession. I hate to go straight from my bed to the lecture room which begin at 10am without the breakfast or even clear my face and tooth. Since i moved here half a year ago, such early morning life sick me a lot, not only because i'm a night-active animal, but the crowd of people in the early train. Anyway, there are only two such days in a week and i'm planning to move one of them to the night class beginning at 6pm. Definitely it's a good idea to me since everything could attract my eyes except the textbook and studyguide between 6pm-10pm, although the professors may not do their job as seriously as the day-class, everything has a cost and i think it's worth to do.

I'm not very easy to fall into the influence of divination, but it's better for me to have a check provided by the MSN today(japan virsion) based on astrology. Because i'm going to apply for a part-time job in a local resturant, called tramstop, very small and what is of importance to me is no experence nesseary! Besides, the time and place are also suitable. What a good chance! I really should have a try! GOOD LUCK to myself!!!

my whole collection of YUKI UCHIDA>^-^<

it's cold, again

There is a big wind today. The sun tried to give all its lights to us but can't reach that by the clouds quickening their paces to somewhere disappearing between the sky and the sea. My hair can't stop dancing in the wind although hiding the road i'm walking on. Such wether also happens in my hometown but not as cold as here, Eric said it's because the wind in Aus came from The Antarctic Pole with flavour of the ice. I think he's right, we're so near to the end of the earth, fortuanitly, not the end of the world.

suck me!

Look what i've done yesterday: i throwed the cloths that stored up for 2 weeks into the washing machine, swiching on the power, opening the water tap..opps..i forgot to tip the washing powder!! u could say that i can stop the machine and pour it in then. But, it's already too late to realized the thing after airing them in my room.. u know how i found it? because today when enter into my room, no smell of washing powder was wafted to me as usual. so stupid am i, even though i dont think these cloths would be reclear with washing powder again, i'm a lazy lady as u know all the time...

I just held a phone 5 mins earlier, surprisely, someone who want to buy my second-hand textbook that i advertised it on the billboard in my school several days ago, is just my classmate! oh..this world is definitely small! More coincidentely, i help one of my friend sell another textbook to this girl last week and plan to bring it to her this 水曜日, seems my shoulder will break heavy load...So i've got a question that why westen textbook are so heavy? or say, do they have to be produced in this mode? In my country, bringing two or three books at the same time is very offten and we won't feel it that hard for taking, since the paper used to making book is nomal type, just a bit like the copy paper, so the weight will be more lighter than the one that using advertising paper, like the book here in Aus. I used to ask such question to a classmate from HongKong, he said the reason is that it's more convinient to read because there are some vivid colours and pictures, and also the weight let them feel profession on the subject...Then that means, in my mind, boring words can be not that boring with some make-up to them...but to me, it's all the same...

The Unbearable Lightness Of Being

another boring day gone.. i did nothing but finishing reading the book called The Unbearable Lightness Of Being, whose writer is MILAN KUNDERA from Czechia. I've read it around 1 year ago, if it not were one of my friend spoken of it, i almost forgot that i've read it before. Surprise but not shame of it, because for this book, it's very hard to understand without an accumulation of knowledge, from philosophy, politic to love. And apperently, i have no ability to understand the content even a little a year before. Even now, i dare not say that i got a definitely idea about what the author want to express. but undoubltly, all these stories, theory cited serve to a key point, which, in my mind, are also suffered from the Milan himself, of unliberty consequence brought from the invasion of Russia, that keeping the people within the bounds of one thought, same behavour from the activity of closing the entertainment place, prohibiting the right of talking that different from the center's rules and also incuding striking the intelligent people.

When I think about this novel, an article, written by Lu Xun, one of the most famous Chinese writer, always comes into my mind, whose content in general has some relation to it, maybe similar..and the reason for that maybe because these two countries suffered from a similar history background -- they both being impacted seriously by Russial. That artical discuss a strategy often applied in the war, that destroying all the resource of a district seized by the enermy troops to prolong the time period of the war for the purpose that waiting for the rescue army or force the enermy to leave. Oberviously, it's orientated by the defending strategy. Unforturnitely, the government misuse this way as a tool to limit the freedom of people. For example, forbidding girls joining the entainment activity, that is just the same way mentioned in Milan's book.

What a darkness history of human. Even though, some parts of the world still govern their people centralized, indifferencal, and try to build up a nation with same kind of people, or say, benifit first to the group. How stupid it is in nowadays world...

profession

First time i got to know this word is in my English textbook of junior school as the form of professor shown in the word list. I bear firmly in my mind quickly originated from a memory of my father's story when he's travelled around the world. He often talked about his professor, a very knowledged and famous sicientist in British, who also came to my home once many years ago with a Parker pen as a present to me.

today, several yeas later, i notice this word again, coincidently, still from my textbook -- Mordern Auditing. And this time i was totally confused about what i was reading about when reviewing chapter 2, because what these almost 40 pages concerned seems not about the auditing itself, but in the light of philosephy, in detail for example, what is profession? ... Actually in my mind, or say, according to some so-called general rules, the first 1 or 2 chaper should have an overall introduction of what auditing is, like what educators do in my country. So here is another place i can feel something different after a year's living in this nation, and seems more deeply than any superficious point, that the westen people used to put the philosophy rationaly in the first position before any subject. Of course it's based on they enjoy the legally right of liberty of the beliefs and can argue with each other.

As a result, before they decribe a certain theory, the philosophy part would always be expressed first because it's the root of every hypothesis and directs the behaviour model of people when carrying out in practice. In contrary, we rarely invole such purely thinking in any introduction part in our country, most time we just being told what should do but why do like that. Definitely i'm now more favour the westen style of education, for sometimes the reason plays a more important role than concequence, and everybody should know it no matter what school people make a choice.

sleep well

Since my junior middle school, i learned to study in the deep night, with music flying around the space between my ears, with light moon and stars hanged in the sky. i like the feeling of embraced by the darkness, that seems the real peace ane quietness would fell, juct like the twinkling that Elizabeth start to play, the voice of shizuki, magically, brought audiences to the world of 闇.

I didn't sleep last night, it's not so much studying as enjoy the peacefulness presented by the midnight. I'm not sure why i chose yesterday to be a regression to my original life which i always belong to, but the consequence of changing is the new and 'advanced' lifestyle brought me more painfulness and less aquisitions, and the reason of which should be due to the more attention on courting the cost of what i lost that i never to be like.

3 days ago i asked my father how he handled his spoken en when lived in foreign countries in his early life, instead of answering my question, he talked about many staff about the obervious distinctions between easten and westen countries.. but, rudely, i interrupted his talking with impacience for the reason that he's not answering my question! and after that i realised that how stupid i was when dad explained the meaning of learning another language -- the real purpose hinting in the language learning should be getting to have a knowledge of the corresponding culture. In other words, it will be effortless to improve the spoken part to talk with local just with only one purpose, but multiaspects which, instead, help obtain a prograss imperceptibly. It means it will be more helpful if i can have an interest or will in understanding a different culture rather than just to get a high mark on the language test.

Undoubltly, learning with an interest is the happiest thing in the world, i draw, photograph, write, read because i like them, i can get a high mark on math is also because i like it. but recently the more i grow up, the less this thought exists, because the attitude to everything i'm doing is changing to a general one that for the money, reputation despite of the personality of oneself, which means I AM LOST myself in this world. how terrible it is...Forturenitely, i stop before i lost more. it's a scheme whose director owns thousend years life and implimentors are full of this world. i'm now understanding my father more and more and getting ready to continue his life unable to complete in that certain environment.